Sunday, December 28, 2008

Peek of the top!


I'm at the peek of the top! Just when i completed blogging the previous post... he just came online, just in time.

I love fate.

Turns out his profile was hacked. Asshole sonofabitch.

Don't care. i'm happy now. I feel the world grinning with me. I now can go out tonight with no worries. Wheeeeeeeeeeeee...!!

At the very bottom

Is it my fault? What's going on? I checked out his profile - all pictures erased, picture display changed, relationships status not shown...

I ask myself once again, is it my fault?

It most probably is... i don't know

Now it's all up to time to smoothen things out and i hope it will be soon. Funny, how i jinxed myself with the previous post entitled "relationships"

Life goes up and down - now i'm at the very pit of the bottom

Saturday, December 27, 2008

I won't be so hooked on you for a while

As i'm listening to DRS - Gangsta Lean (it's an R&B slow song, not as hyped hip hop as the title might sound) right now. Feeling really down and angry, and this song really makes me feel like blogging for some funky reason. I guess songs can be my source and inspiration to blog.

I really hate the phone connection between Brunei and here. It sucks. His msgs & calls don't get through all the time. My msges gets through to him but my calls sometimes can't. It's such a hassle.

What happened just now totally pissed me off. It may be a small thing, but i can't help but to get bitchy about it. Scenario here is that i called him (only the 4th time could get through, geez) and we talked lah, then got to a point deciding to talk online for a while before he goes out again to party (he parties every night, why can't i have that kind of parties here?). In terms of call costs, it's about Rm1.50 per minute from me to him, but for him to call me would cost hella lot more...O_o..fuck

So i came online just for him and regretted so badly that i didn't decide to watch "John Tucker Must Die" like i was supposed to that time, coz he wasn't even online! His msn name was there and everything but no reply when i msged. I was almost at the point of cursing the daylights in that convo box, but i refrained knowing that it wouldn't do much good to our relationship. Might as well relieve my stress here, doubt he would even read my blog nowadays. Doesn't really matter.

So i msged him on the phone after 15 mins of silence online telling him how disappointed i was in him for not being online and saying if he went out, shud've at least let me know so i won't be here like an idiot. Few mins later i got a call..when i picked up *silence* on the other end. That's how BAD the connection was people.. SILENCE. So i hung up, few mins later, it rang again. Thankfully this time i could hear him. He apologised & etc. Turned out he fell asleep out of exhaustion and woke up by his friend's call, that's when he read my sms. He had his reasons and i accepted though i was still f-kin upset. Couldn't say much except "okay" followed by silence. That's my trademark anger convo, okay.

Well, point of the story is. That was the reason why i updated my facebook status to:

"I won't be so hooked on you for a while" a small reminder to myself

I'm not sure, this long distance sucks cock. Maybe i should not think about him all the time now and not msg him everyday (not like i could get his msgs also nowadays) so small stuff like this won't hurt as much. I know communication is key especially during long distance. But i don't want to feel so hooked on wanting to communicate every single day. *sigh* As the saying goes:

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder" (it better fuckin be true)


Well, I NEED to go out more. If only there were more outdoor activities for me to do and to keep my mind occupied. *Oh lord help me* Hmm, this reminds me, Benita said the cutest thing on sms on Christmas day...

"Merry Christmas people! Remember Jesus loves you long time!"

Well, i'm going off to watch what i was initially supposed to do - watch "John Tucker Must Die", again... =)

Suck my cock people and go about your weary lives... Pretend to be lucky and you will be...

p/s: Call me out and Jesus will love you long time *winks*

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas! (just added an exclamation mark to make it sound like the best Christmas ever, lol - not)

Well, Christmas has been relatively alright. I spent the whole day at home catching up on some needed Zs in my life. Then at night, sis and mom made a Christmas dinner comsisting of mash potatoes, baked carrots, stuffing thingie, roasted chicken with celeries, apples & oranges, yoghurt thingie sauce for the chicken, 2 slices of medium rare beef and boiled broccoli. God, needless to say i was full as hell. Everything was nice except for the stuffing which was a mixture of a ALOT of things and the veggies that accompanied the roasted chicken. Those were horrible...The rest, was the good. OH! and for dessert, they baked apple pie...Ahhh, very very nice.

I'm such a horrible person coz I didn't contribute at all to the dinner. All i did was hang on the computer during those crucial moments of dinner preparations. Haha. I'm such a sucker.

So have a merry berry Christmas suckerrrsss!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008


I'm downloading Skype now as we speak...

Why does it take this long to download the file?!? I swear, it moves 1% per minute. Guess it'll be done in about an hour and forty minutes. Ah, the pain.. the agony of waiting...

I hope skype will work with my computer. It kinda sucks that my MSN can never work ever since being stuck by a virus which i so idiotically got while chatting with Denise on msn. "Oh, what does this link lead me to.." *click* "ARGHHHH, FUCKING RETARD VIRUS!!"

..ever since then, even after reformatting the computer TWICE. I could not log into MSN. It's such a sad situation. But at least there are other alternatives, like my trusty My buddy for life i tell ya. Truly one of a kind. I've tried (sucks), (sucks twice), (sucks thrice and would drown it in the Pacific Ocean if i could). Needless to say, ebuddy was the most reliable and better looking amongst the rest.

*dammit* skype finished downloading to the comp BUT can't even open to do the Skype Setup Wizard. *cries* I wanna webcam for Christ sake! I hate this computer. Moreover i hate the other computer because apparently it's having trouble going online using the USB adaptor for the wireless internet connection. At this moment i hate technology because it feeds off both frustration and comfort. *stress stress stress*


Curse you technology!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Messages in a Bottle


As promised in the previous post, here are some pictures of what I gave to Peaches before he left.

Little messages in a bottle... Allowed to be opened only when in Brunei =)

Took me darn long drawing this butterfly. Though, not my design as you can see *ahem*

Today was boring. Boring boring boring. First weekend without Bryan. Boring.

Thankfully, yesterday was really fun! Hung out with Joyce, Lee Winn, Sireesak, Sait Yie, Samyutha, Jeffrey, Melissa, Kimberly, Lim Zhong and Daniel. It's nice to see old school mates again. Hope to do it again soon.

I'm bored, call me!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008


Peaches is in Brunei now. Safe and sound =)

You know, it's sad when you discover two people who seem like they're so meant for each other, destined to be together, have an undeniable chemistry/connection with each other, unexpectedly takes a down turn causing the relationship build to be... gone... shattered...

I see so many friend's relationship status changing from "in a relationship" to "single" or who and who has ended their relationship. Questions start to spark off and linger in my mind whilst browsing through their profiles (yes, i'm a very curious/kay-po person):

"What happened?"

"How did it happen?"

It just makes me wonder, will it happen to me? PERISH the thought SWEEI!

Perish, oh perish the thought...


I've grown completely tiresome of the previous one. Realised it looked pretty horrendous. I know someday in time i will realise that this current layout looks like crap too. But, in my eyes now, it looks perfect...almost. Hehe


Monday, December 8, 2008

Peaches leaving tomorrow

Wheeee...back to blogging!

Come to think of it, i think it feels great to type here again, though not sure where this is going. =S I guess reading's Vven's and Ashleigh's blogs got me missing my own, apart from the constant guilt of not updating anything.

Bryan (aka Byran in his Maybank account or Peaches in World of Warcraft), well he'll be leaving to Brunei tomorrow, the wonderful tax-free land. Honestly, i think i need to check that place out. I can't seem to picture how it looks like. Anyway, i won't be seeing him till the 10th of February, 2 months baby! Maybe it'll be a good thing, separation yea? (In distance i mean, just incase you might interpret it differently) I haven't been spending much time at home lately. Always going out with Bryan Bryan Bryan...

So frequent, that whenever i tell my mum, "Mummy, i'm going out". Then she'll reply "Going out with Bryan to SS15 is it?"

=_= So true mummy, it's almost routine. So routine infact, that i feel guilty for not spending much time at home. Sucks right having a daughter like me, right? I know i would. So maybe, just maybe this 2 month break of not seeing each other is a very good thing. Time to spend more time at home and not go out all the time. Be a couch potato! Readddd moreeee. Stuff like that. Oh yes! Blog too *winks*

Recently, i made Peaches a lil gift before he leaves to Brunei. The picture is in the camera which my sis took to the Krabbi Island yesterday for a 5 day trip, so i won't be able to post it up now. Will have to wait till then. I loved my own creation! My hand ached from it, too much *ahem* colouring involved. Hehe, a gift from the heart, yo!


Monday, September 29, 2008

Black Water & The House Bunny

Just a little update... Malas to blog, so I copied and pasted two reviews from Cinema Online webby. Enjoy!


Watch this if you liked: “Lake Placid”, “Rogue”, “Primeval”

Three cheeky monkeys sitting in a tree
Teasing Mr Crocodile: "You can't catch me."
Along came Mr Crocodile, quiet as can be

All the above were true, except that they weren't cheeky monkeys and they definitely weren't trying to be smart by teasing the crocodile lurking below them. This children's song was monotonously sang by one of the characters in the movie - what a thing to sing when you're stuck in a tree in fear! In terms of script quality, it's not too bad as it injects that needed bit of humour into the dullness of being stranded within the mangrove swamp.

The Bahasa Malaysia subtitles in this movie is alright except for the very beginning - "Buaya Hitam". As I recall, I wouldn't really describe the croc as actually black, but let's not take things too literally shall we? As compared to the recent croc film "Rogue", surprisingly I found this film slightly better even though it involves fewer actors, with only three main characters in focus. Reason could be because it has a more realistic feel. The platform idea was on the true story of two teenagers who were stranded up a tree in a flooded river, whilst below them the crocodile that had just killed their friend lay waiting.

The audience is exposed to a thing or two about the saltwater crocodiles (also known as "salties" in Australia). One must always know about your enemies beforehand, very educational. Thankfully, the directors didn't decide to make this "saltie" retardedly humongous. It looked very realistic with a maliciously intelligent mind of its own. It knows how to psycho it's victims by rising from the surface of the water to reveal itself and its dangerous glare, and of course many other actions in which I shall not reveal. I must say, this croc is very cheeky!

The pitch-black night scenes were creatively thought out, with the weather being slightly thunderous so that with every flash of lightning, you may see the characters. What I found very frustrating was the purpose of the death roll, which was deemed the most powerful killing mechanism on earth. However, at some point, it didn't seem powerful enough to really kill. What a killjoy.

Overall, it's not a bad watch if you're into these shows where the killer animal takes the stage. However, be warned as in the end, you might actually develop a soft spot for this killer.


Watch this if you liked: "Legally Blonde", "The Hot Chick"

Anna Faris poses once again as the funny, bubbly, dumb blonde that we all are too familiar with in the latest sexy comedy "The House Bunny". Her role as Shelley fits her like a shoe, as both actress and character bind together as one with every gasp of excitement, awkward pause and funny comment. Not only did Anna do her fair share of jokes, Emma Stone made her humour known by playing the super-smart, but boy clueless, Natalie. She acts naturally as how a nerdy girl should act as she gets excited, then talks animatedly about facts which always manages to squeeze out a few pent up giggles.

The story is essentially about a Playboy Bunny who gets kicked out of Playboy Mansion for being supposedly "old". Apparently, being a 27-year-old is like 59 in bunny years - well at least it's not as bad as dog years! Fate then brings her to teach an awkward group of college girls from the sorority house called Zeta about the opposite sex as they try to become popular enough to reach the minimum amount of 30 pledges needed to keep their sorority house. By being popular, it means to dress up as sexily as you can to get the attention of the opposite sex.

One of the funniest characters to watch out for is Carrie Mae played by Dana Goodman as she tried twice to get a guy's attention in a club with her "kinky" pick up lines and "seductive" movements. She sure did grab his attention, but in a way that will certainly leave you wanting her to hit on more guys.

Packed with comical lines, it definitely makes an entertaining watch (if you're not so much into the skimpily clad girls or over-revealing cleavages on offer). The story is stitched together with hilarious lines such as "I love charity. One time, I even let Bob Saget grind on me" and "The eyes are the nipples of the face".

Clearly in the end, the moral of the story is - to be yourself; and it's what's on the inside that matters. This obvious lesson brought up by Shelley absolutely contradicts the first three quarters of the movie as it focuses on the girls baring their breasts and looking like prostitutes.

Oh well, it is a comedy after all, and a lovely one it is.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Feeling very bitter and disturbed

Today shall be a bitter post.. One of the bitterest post i guess. *sigh* Wished this was a sweet one instead, but yeah, i just feel like pouring out my problems in public and seeking for sympathy and comfort...but aiming more towards sympathy. =( I'm sucha sucker..

Anyways, last wednesday i lost my wallet in Midvalley (it had everything!!! every single card i've ever owned). Stupid carelessness. Didn't take care of it properly and some guy found it, (well, i'd like to think of him as a dude, could be a lady,to make it simple, i shall gender that person as a loser) kept it and msged me the next day...

The sms went like this:
Loser: Found ur mykad, d'license, and id at midvalley.
(at this time i was squealing with joy in the office, informing my team mates on the good news, and also started thinking what a waste that dad and i settled the ic, drivers license and blocked my bank account this morning, therefore skipping 2 1/2 hours of work, which btw, do not lodge a police report saying "tercicir" or what shit coz it'll cost you RM110 for the first lost, Rm210 for the second lost and so on. Instead, please lie when you're lodging a Police report saying that you got robbed, or snatched theft, coz redoing your ic would cost you NOTHING. Don't judge me for telling you guys to lie ok, just trying to spread the good info in order for you guys out there to save money. It's ridiculous to spend so much for a friggin piece of card that makes your face look noseless in the picture due to the camera's light. Altogether, Atm card, Ic, Driver's license, and police report certification costed dad RM143...and alot of petrol used to go here and there like crazy. Anyways, back to the story)

Me: OMG!! THANK YOU!! Btw, who are you? are you one of the workers at mid valley? service counter?
Loser: nope, but can you bank in $250

(When i received this, I automatically lost hope, cursed the loser and didn't reply loser)


His number is 0162501935

Someone please call loser and fuck loser up for me? I expected more from Dad to take some action and kick his ass by reporting to the Police, trace back the number or whatever. But he only said he'd try to call and talk to the feller (don't know what dad plans to say). Dad called, but effort was in vain. No answer on the other end. Of course i expected loser not to pick up an anonymous number. But you know what's the interesting thing?

I googled loser's number and all that came up was ONE item...(thank god only one item)

Date posted 2007-06-02
Details We offer new mattress for token amount in exchange for your old and soil mattress.
Phone 0162501935

Loser's some mattress exchange dude! I mean, how can your business grow if you don't answer your fucking calls??? *sighs*

I had like RM150-180 in my wallet, why can't he just take it and leave the rest behind? I know he's trying to take advantage of the situation, but it's not working. I'm in need of some justice here. But i just can't seem to do it alone and take action. Dad said it's ok, nevermind about it since driver's license already made, ic is in the process of completion, and whateverlah.

Urgh, so stressed about it. Everyday i keep thinking about it. It just irritates me to know that this loser is having my wallet! or maybe not, who knows it might already be in the trash when i never replied back.

*sigh sigh sigh* I'm so broke, no atm card yet and i'm having a huge piece of blue paper which is my temporary ic till my real one is done (probably in a month?).

My luck is running out...

I'm not so happy anymore =(

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

My new dog

Breaking News!!!

My baby Russell has turned from...




Hehe, took him to the groomers to shave it all off due to his badly matted fur coat *ahem* (i was too lazy to groom him everyday, thus to make life easier, shave it ALL OFF)

Pricey but worth it =)

He looks like a pug now. Puggy Puggy. hehe

It's feels like I got a new dog =P


Saturday, September 6, 2008


Just updating so that the first words i see on my blog aren't "Stupid Fatherfuckers" anymore. Hahaha, a rather rude introduction.

I'm awake on a saturday morning now when i clearly should be sleeping away in my bed. Somehow due to work, i always seem to wake up at 8 something instictively. *dammit* happening on a weekend is terrible. But it's also good to start the day fresh and early. But then again, i shall be hitting the sack soon after updating my social life on the net since i didn't get to do so due to hectic schedule.

Last night i had a gathering with my colleagues and bosses and they were major fun! Totally enjoyed myself last night. Lazy to wanna dish out more details at the moment, so yeah, gist of the story was that it was the bomb!

I can't wait to go to Sher Mayne's house tonight for her Birthday Party!

That's all for now...


Monday, September 1, 2008

Disaster strikes

Two words to describe this:

Stupid Fatherfuckers!

Items stolen: Coin box(don't think there's many coin in there at all) and the green top cover for the car's air purifier (wtf?!?!). Not worth busting the car window OK! Just take the car window will ya, its worth more than what you stole loser...

Left my mp4 behind and sis's mp3 player cassette adapter (Thank god). I'll give you props for stupidity.


Bad day today, got a small cut from the broken glass, stubbed my toe (twice), one of my fav t-shirt is ruined, spilt some sweet and sour juice on the sofa and the day feels gloomy due to the heavy rain.

On the bright side, two good things came out from today, mum made an awesome spicy fried yellow mee and Sher Mayne is having a party this coming Saturday! *yeay*

But i'm still pissed over the car. Hate it when my dad has to deal with it being sent to the mechanics. =( Troublesome stuff.

No cheers for today...

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Hey Hey You You!

Update on a lazy Sunday afternoon... (doesn't get any better than this folks!)

Bryan and I both created a joke on Merdeka day! (todaylah basically)

MERDEKA (ma-dick-aaa).. Say it fast enough and i swear it it sounds like "Merdeka"

The example of how to use the joke is like this:

Guy: Hows ma-dick-aaa? or What did you think of ma-dick-aaa?
Victim: Oh, it was great! I thought it was explosiv
e with the mega fireworks!
Guy: *grins like hell* glad you thought that way... (lol)

Okay, lame but fun, we found it amusing anyways. Couldn't stop laughing. I can now imagine Tunku Abdul Rahman chanting that 3 times, he must have loved to boast about his tool.

MADICKAAA *shouts and screams of triumph from the crowd*

hehe, well, i didn't do much for Medeka. Didn't go anywhere to witness the spectacular fireworks display at any location, though i wanted to. Jut lazy to drive out. So Bryan and I went to have dinner at this Italian place in SS15. Lovely. Simple and no jam! But it would still be awesome to see some fireworks.

On another note, i went to Avril Lavigne's concert last Friday night. It was drizzling abit, so they provided us with thin plastic raincoats to protect ourselves. God, it felt so hot being in that thing. THANK GOD, the drizzle stopped for after half an hour i believe (from the time we got there lah). Phew, could take that dreaded thing off me coz my skin couldn't breathe.

Honestly, the concert wasn't impressive at all. It didn't have a big bang to it. And there was alot of space in the red zone, too much space at the back dividing the red from the yellow zone. Guess they expected alot of people to fill the Red Zone. God, pathetic. The stage should be built higher and nearer towards the audience. The performance seemed quite short! Like about an hour and a half... or was it an hour and three-quarters. Somewhere along that line. I could sense the dissappointment in the crowd. THERE SHOULD BE FIREWORKS TO END IT. OMG, what a waste. On budget lah i feel. Felt like a low class to average concert. Like those you get at Sunway Lagoon. Lol, don't mean to di Lagoon's concert performances but yeah. This is an international artist, should be a better.

The big space that didn't change even when the concert started.

The worst part was the beginning. Sheesh, what a let down. Totally potong steam. Know why? Coz the curtain was stuck! bloody hell. Like not enough practise. They should at least invest in heavier curtains, like velvet ones. Ahhh, gosh, the curtain looked like those ciplak curtains u use for student's events. In other word's "on budget". The image is still left in my head of that dreaded curtain which felt like forever to fully let down. Tug tug tug tug tug tug tug tug tug tug tug tug tug ..abit come down....tug again tug again tug again tug agian... Voila? Cut my steam...

I found that the people in the Red zone aren't much of fans. Felt abit dead at some point when a majority didn't wave their hands and sing out loud. Pitiful it wasn't a very happening crowd in my section.

Avril's performance was good, her voice was pretty impressive. Very nice. Plus, she's HAWT. Love the drum set. Nicely customized in pick and the trademark skull logo.

I pity those who paid Rm 300 plus and Rm200 plus for the concert. Money not worth. I shall never go to concerts held in Stadium Merdeka. Sucky place to hold a concert i feel. Should've been in Stadium Bukit Jalil like my Baby Rain. *sighs* I wished he'd come here again fast. I'd so love to go.

Oh yea! Benita left on friday night. Sad that i couldn't send her off fact that she's one of my closes bud. But yeah, i wish her well. Can't wait to see her in December! We had a farewell party for her on Thurday night, small gang. Benita, Sireesak, Arthur, Ah long, Bryan and ME! Chivas, shisha, dried sotong (omg, the bomb), peanuts, rice cakes. Ahh, i want the sotong now. damn tasty.

*scroll down for a funny parody of "My Boo" for Beni

Syiok Sendiri =P

Btw, i need to get balsamic vinegar sometime. Because balsamic vinegar in salad taste AWESOME!!! Simple shit ever! It's so good that i couldn't stop talking about it to Bryan, coz it really is and coz i like to irritate ppl.

I'm signing off now...


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Graduation and Avril


Well, we've finally gotten the news about our graduation ceremony! About time too coz it was taking too long till I couldn't care less about it. Interestingly enough, it's on the eve of my birthday (you people reading to should know when, hehe) and at the place where I've never been to in years and years and years, KLCC. It would be so awesome to see college mates again. A one mega huge reunion. Can't wait!

On another fun fun note, I shall be going with my sis to the Avril Lavigne concert this Friday. Not much of a fan really, but i'm still psyched about going there and partying with the Canadian rocker chick. "Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend". My sis's friend gave us 2 Red Zone tickets (behind VIP) so i really can't wait to experience this.

Thank god the concert is back on, geez, how pathetic of PAS to wanna ban it in the first place. *sigh*. Hold a protest for all we care, sheesh, it's your life, you time and energy wasted, not ours. Imagine the pain these sponsors would have to go through with the huge loss of cost and of course to much of the fans disappointment if it were to be canceled. Maybe fans would rebel against attending anything Merdeka-ish to get back or something. Who knows?

Come to think of it, Independence day seems to be on the down low. Can't seem to see much decorations here and there anymore, sad. I honestly forgot that Merdeka was around the corner without cars and houses draped with flags. Don't even know whether i'll be out there in the wild celebrating it. Hope so, coz i wanna see fireworks! Gawd, i loved the Beijing Opening Ceremony.


Lovely and cantik.

Gosh, i need to be more dedicated to my blog, i'm losing readers!!! *swts*


Saturday, August 9, 2008

I cut my hair

I've cut my hair! (a week ago actually, tee-hee-hee)

At first I thought it looked damn "lala"-ish / boyish due to it's many layering (I did wanted it more layered to give add more volume to my hair). But then again, I've gotten used to it by now and am loving it. *yeay*

I malas to take pictures of my new hairstyle so you guys know how it looks like, but my hairdresser did! haha, he was taking pics of my hair with his phone for future reference for his customers. Chun chun.

I'm lazy to do a lengthy blog like how I did last time, so I shall be off!

I shall be reviewing "4bia" on Monday... I'm so afraid to watch it by myself... omg, Thai horror film... =S


Tuesday, August 5, 2008


Wall-E, the cutest robot ever is coming soon!

...and i'm entering this contest to get my grimy hands on them tickets! Visit the link here

I want to watch Wall-E because I think it's just interesting to see what he does in his life, the adventures he encounters, the awesome CG-assisted graphics in this animation, the futuristic look of the surrounding environment, and of course to see two robots in love with one another. How would that turn out? Would love to know what happens then.

Moreover, i'm a Pixar fan! I love every movie from them. So personally, this makes Wall-E a must watch!

Robots in loveeeeeee....<3

The cute bug-eyed Wall-E *grins*

I so want to watch this movie!
Can't wait!

Monday, July 28, 2008

My Life Now


I deeply apologize for ignoring my blog these past few weeks. Don't worry, i have a perfectly good explanation for this, it's because i'm working! Working!!! WORKING!!! Currently working at Cinema Online. So far so good, i just started my first ever movie review today on Midnight Meat Train. MY colleague, ZEE and I went to Cathay to watch the Press Preview of it. Took me like 2 hours to write that...=S...of course with a lot of reading in between.

When i'm not working, the last thing on my mind is blogging. That basically explains why i havent been updating in a while. When i'm not working, i'm either watching tv or going out. Going out more actually instead of resting my ass at home. I can't help it! Imagine being couped up in a working environment, and in front of the computer for 9 hours, 5 days a week. Urgh, I can't stand it.


Now i'm wondering, why on earth am I here facing the computer after working hours? Simple, just updating my social life online. *grins* AND of course, my parents are hogging the tv. What else can I do after being deprived of such entertainment?

Things have been going well right now at this stage of my life. However, i'd still prefer going to Uni anytime just to escape and hide away from the harsh realities of working that includes waking up early in the morning, staying back an extra hour or two waiting for either dad or sis to fetch, worrying doing something wrong, being thrown with alot of workload at one time, and the list goes on. OH, the worst i think by far is having to cut short hanging out with my peeps at night or not going out at all. Fact is because i have to work the next day and have to get enough rest so that i don't look like a total zombie. But then again, it still doesn't seem to work, coz my colleagues would often ask "Are you okay? Coz you look tired"


I'm sad...

Oh, continuing the "Things have been going well right now at this stage of my life" sentence. I just wanted to add that it includes my love life as well. If you haven't known already, the relationship between Lee and I didn't work out. We both just somehow didn't seem like a couple anymore. So it just had to end. However, i've actually found someone in my life now that made me feel all giddy again inside, and this time, i hope it's NOT jsut the first few weeks and will continue for months and months to come and hopefully even years. *grins*

I'm so happy to have met him at Benita and Estee's drinking party EXACTLY a month ago at their condo and i'm so happy that he made the first move. He's the perfect gentleman and we're not afraid to show affection for one another. We go great together, despite the fact that he's more of a meat eater and i'm towards veggies. Look on the bright side, i can eat his unwanted veggies! *yeay, more for me* Hahaha, but if you put cheese on any vegetable, i think he'll eat it anyways. Hahaha, i gotta bring a tube of cheese paste with me somehow.

I love when he takes charge of things as i'm very indicisive when it comes to making decisions. He brings me to food places which i've never set foot in before. Mostly because i haven't heard of it before and it's rather pricey. =S

I would often just gaze into his eyes for a good 1 or 2 minutes and he would often do that blur "What?" expression with his eyebrows. Hehe, I can definitely relate to him this song, within each and every word said.

Boys Town Gang - "Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You"
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare. (yes, i do stare, but prefer the word gaze, sounds better)
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

The night we met during the party...

(hehe, now only i reveal his name)